Time..

- martes, 28 de abril de 2009



I still miss you... but time is wise

- lunes, 6 de abril de 2009

"Now the sky, it shines a different kind of blue 
And the neighbor's dog don't bark like he used to 
Well, me, these days 
I just miss you - It's the nights that I go insane 
Unless you're coming back 
For me, that's one thing I know that won't change 

It's hard, so hard - It's tearing out my heart 
It's hard letting you go"



Soul in Freedom 1

- viernes, 27 de marzo de 2009


Alo!

How are you?, I hope that you are ok. Hey you? - like you told me these days- (it's not a regreat, I'm just being honest, like always, telling you how I feel, 'cause you makes me feel confortable telling you this), well was a big parentesis :p, I really mis the "Hola", I'll try to imagine and understand why is all so different now, to be honest, since you've gone to your holliday I was wondering about your return. I didn't know anything, I missed you all days, all nights -sorry I started to cry jaja don't know why, well yes i have to be honest I'm on a very vulnerable period- I wrote to you some letters and imagine: -"when he arrives i'll thell you this and that".

But, time passed by, was so long and I missed you so much, so I decided to tell myself: -"No, I can't just sitting here and wait for him, he is in his country, his life, his world and i have to live mine".

But next morning...

Here we have a free newspaper named "Publimetro" so I tooked and found this:
... IN FIRST PAGE!

Pffffffffffff, so you can see!! when i was like.. mmm I have to forget all this.. news paper remember me the things again.. I hate PUBLIMETRO. -haha, no just kidding- but I really thought this: Ohh poor koala, poor Mr. Australia he might be melting there.. :p

Then one friend told me: What was the movie that you asked me the other day?. I asked him about your movie, of course, and I was mhhmmm ... ohh three amigos! and immidiatly he gave me a clon dvd of course. I watched it and my mon asked: What are you watching? I just answered a movie but a really really cliché movie, 'cause mexicans aren't like that. But I loved the invisible mariachi and the singing bush I'm its fan!.

Anyway, you know, when I see you online on msn that day that you told me you will be at home in two days I was in shock I really couldn't beleive that so I started to count the days to talk to you, to ask you about your trip, what did you do, what did you eat, what did you see, don't know, anything!. I was so excited to talk to you again, but you never apperead more than 2 secs.

Just take a look i was in shock but I could move my finger and press print page:
I left all nights my computer on, but nothing, nothing happens.

All these days I was reading and reading what you told me: "Don't ever worry about being too weird. I like you & enjoy talking to you." and reading again our conversations and mail to fell you near again. But you don't know how it hurts when you tell me talk to you soon.. and soon never cames.

Then the thing of my sisters makes me feel so sad and you appeared on msn and supported me, I'm very grateful for that. really.

When you ask me about that magical conexion that i lost, really I lied, most of the things that I write on msn nicks is for you, I was talking about the conection between me and you, but I can't reagreat anything, we have talked about this, but I'm feelling you so distant, but if you don't want to talk i really can't force you to talk, because I like you just the way you are, but I missed you.. all nights.. yesterday i dream about you.

I know, i know.. I don't have to feel this way...

I'll continue this letter tomorrow.. I have to sleep now.

Mexico's time: 3:30

FUNNY FACT: When I was acting like a Drama Queen and I was crying and crying and crying.. we have a little earthquake, the earth shakes me a little and I felt dizzy.. :P

I always think: when I am sleeping he is just enjoying the sun.-

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